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Procrastinators never learn

7 Apr

Things I should not be doing right now:

Posting a blog.

Oh well…

I may have mentioned this before, but I always feel the need to write on here instead of do schoolwork. You would think after doing school for the majority of my entire life that I would have kicked that bad procrastination habit by now. However, that is not the case, nor will it ever be, apparently. I am just going to have to accept that as a part of who I am. And so will you.

Which reminds me…

You can try all you want to make something work out with someone, to force it, to work at it harder than you’ve worked on anything ever, and you will still be unhappy in the end. You know why? Because one-sided things never work out. Think about it. If they aren’t willing to try, if they can’t accept you for all that you are, then what is the point? Let it go. Somewhere along the way you learn that you have to stop trying to be who they want you to be, and just be who you are.

Will someone ever love me for who I really am?? I don’t know. But I do know I will be happier as me than as me pretending to be someone else. I’d rather be me than a lie.

I think some of the most damaging lies we tell are the ones to ourselves. Those are usually the ones we dont realize are happening until its too late. We think we are so good at fooling other people, but the real joke is on us.

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im a professional

9 Dec

Thats right, kids. I am a professional… procrastinator that is. And if this blog at 2am while I am in the midst of “studying” is any indication, then I have a long night ahead.

Lucky for me, I am not tired. Yet. So lets hope that lasts, since its pretty much all I have going for me at this point.

Its times like these I wonder about the bigger picture. Sleepless nights spent studying, cramming, writing papers… its all for a reason, it all adds up to a much bigger purpose. Or, well, it better. This girl loves her sleep, so I really need to believe that this is all going to be worth it.

Time will tell I s’pose.

Time is both my friend and my enemy. But mostly my enemy.